NOT REALLY ANY NEW FEELINGS. I haven't been playing too intensely for the past week or so, and when I have it's kinda been a lot of derping with hot boys. The thing about Aerta and her particular brand of defenses is that she is very good at being very fond (even genuinely loving!) without being actually attached. So she does love them! And considers them family by her definition! But you should also keep in mind that the same can be said for terminally ill people she took in, expecting them to die within a few weeks. She thinks they are wonderful and they make her happy and she wouldn't actually be all that shaken up if all of a sudden she could never see them again. That being said Aella is in a bit of a special category as being Aerta's sort of anchor as I've talked about.

I guess the one update I should mention is she is starting to feel a little awkward there. Sort of an "oh goodness why am I leaving with all these [LAWFUL GOOD]." She knows not everyone is not all about drugs but constructive or not, it's something important to her and she will get tetchy if she feels unable to enjoy that outlet. What's more, Hero causes her TEN BAJILLIONDY FEELINGS and having him right the fuck there living like not even next door. IN THE SAME DOOR. All of it is making her feel a little trapped. THE ICON IS A GOOD AND ACCURATE FACE FOR THESE FEELINGS. And she's not really good at dealing with feelings of being trapped! There's both learned helplessness and learned do whatever the fuck you can to feel good, kind of going at it in her feelings and I am not sure where that will go!

What feelings is Aella having?