MAYBE AERTA SHOULD TRY SPEAKING UP ABOUT THOSE TRAPPED FEELINGS, GOSH. Wait who am I kidding it's Aerta and Aella... B-But still Aella would actually feel KINDA BAD for screwing up like that (I think she already does, to be honest) and would want to work out a way to fix it. LOOKIT ME BEING RESPONSIBLE.
Aella has been having HALF A MILLION FEELINGS and she is getting so /o\;;; over it. C... Clan...? Okay. Clan. Ugh they're worrying STOP WORRYING you're doing it wrong! /o\ And she's had like five or six 'yep I've got your back' conversations, which isn't a bad thing by any means; CONFIRMATION OF BONDS IS COOL. It's just. Snowballing. And then she's had multiple people coming to her for advice and also sort of for emotional support, and she accidentally got herself involved in Shinichi's hilarious affair with Kaitou Kid. She's HORRIBLY out of her depth. She doesn't know what to do, but she can't back down and she doesn't want to sever ties to save herself.
It's like there's this mantra of, "I'm a Vulp, I'm a Vulp, why don't they get it, why am I softening, it's not supposed to be like this" in the back of her mind. Aella needs attachments, but emotional closeness in Vulpeculan terms was (is?) a strange thing.
She desperately wants somebody to vent at who'll understand why it's messing with her, but she isn't sure where to turn, or if she even should. Weakness, y'know. It wouldn't be so bad if she wasn't feeling physically trapped on top of it all.
SELF-INDULGENT QUESTION #2, do you have any headcanon for Aella and Aerta's first meeting/getting to know each other period?
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Aella has been having HALF A MILLION FEELINGS and she is getting so /o\;;; over it. C... Clan...? Okay. Clan. Ugh they're worrying STOP WORRYING you're doing it wrong! /o\ And she's had like five or six 'yep I've got your back' conversations, which isn't a bad thing by any means; CONFIRMATION OF BONDS IS COOL. It's just. Snowballing. And then she's had multiple people coming to her for advice and also sort of for emotional support, and she accidentally got herself involved in Shinichi's hilarious affair with Kaitou Kid. She's HORRIBLY out of her depth. She doesn't know what to do, but she can't back down and she doesn't want to sever ties to save herself.
It's like there's this mantra of, "I'm a Vulp, I'm a Vulp, why don't they get it, why am I softening, it's not supposed to be like this" in the back of her mind. Aella needs attachments, but emotional closeness in Vulpeculan terms was (is?) a strange thing.
She desperately wants somebody to vent at who'll understand why it's messing with her, but she isn't sure where to turn, or if she even should. Weakness, y'know. It wouldn't be so bad if she wasn't feeling physically trapped on top of it all.
SELF-INDULGENT QUESTION #2, do you have any headcanon for Aella and Aerta's first meeting/getting to know each other period?