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LADY IS NO WHERE NEAR 1000 COMMENTS BUT I WANT TO DO A QUESTION MEME ANYWAY

CHALLENGE MODE FOR ME I will not be asking anyone straight-up relationship questions. In fact I'm going to try to go with "five things" memes since I like that one.

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I'LL ANSWER THAT AT HOME

How does Enkidu see the gods of Thusia as compared to the gods he knew? Does he recognize them as different at all? Does he care?

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He pretty much dislikes gods in general as a rule! But he is slowly working on talking with the gods in Thusia to speak with them. Hhhheeee is pretty against owing them things or giving them a hold on him. THERE ARE HILARIOUS FEELINGS ON THEIR LEEDIN ADVENTURE but w/e. He does think of them as different bbbbut considering that like. He dislikes gods, they've pretty much demanded shit of people here with no options, strangle hold on the barter/trade/monopoly/whatever, generally have done absolutely nothing to endear themselves . . . it's a pretty constant low level \:D/ go fuck yourselves! I suppose he'll have to eventually do something involving gods besides their leedin adventure but he hasn't had to yet so (unsure).

can i ask you not top fives i am bad at thos!11 how about aerta and godsss in thusiaaa

Aerta in Thusia holds very very hard to the idea "this is not my world, these are not my gods." She tries to remove them from any context she knew in Lacerta, because otherwise she just 100% could not deal with being at war with Nature. On the other hand, she can't cognitive dissonance them enough not to feel like it's her place as a mortal (and as a ~tool of fate~ to obey them) which is part of why she doesn't flip them the bird and run out into nature, or hunger strike against the war and just let herself die until they stop reviving her. The other part was that in her conversation with Dellen she was like "oh well you can HOPE to see specific people again." And she really really really really suuuuuuper really needs to be with her brother again, so she's also kind of living for that hope.

So that being said, it's kind of that the gods here are ordering/blackmailing her into living, when frankly she would really rather be dead wherever the rest of her world is. She respects them, and she'll be obedient to them, but she doesn't really like them. And after having such an intense connection to a god, most the interactions she has with them seem... kinda flat. Which makes her sad because she was totally Stockholm'd for Weaver and loved loved loved all of the minor derpgods she used to know.

Except for Gerasimos who is the best and the only one she really cares about haters to the left would make out with David Bowie all day A++

I AM BADGERING YOU IN YOUR QUESTION MEME NOW but if you want to come back and drop off Enkidu's feelings on his double disappearing you can do that.

. . . ggggossshhhh . . . he's. Sad.

IT IS UNLIKELY he will bring it up with anyone unless they ask. But it's like. Enkidu views "Enkidu" as a unique existence so to meet another Enkidu was REALLY MAGICAL and just *^* yes. Annnnnnd to lose that is kind of. Unspeakable. There isn't anything he really knows how to discuss it and it isn't like A SUPER IMPORTANT PERSON WAS LOST TO ME or even A GOOD FRIEND or whatever. It's just. Its own particular thing.

SO. SAD FEELS but not ones he will ever share and they are just. Inarticulatable anyway.

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